The moment I start giving a shit is exactly the moment no one does. So why bother? Yet people give me shit for never giving a shit but they are the very people who break my will.
You can’t depend on people for fuck all. They can’t even sit and listen for 5 fucking minutes without being “well I don’t know what you want from me?” how about you listen and give me some reassurance. I’m not expecting you to be super man. Like its so much to ask.
Today, it didn’t feel like you felt that way about me at all. As if when I told you you’re the one I care to tell things to, was the moment you just didn’t care anymore. As if you just let go just as I was gripping onto you so tightly. Just like a see saw it’s not balanced anymore. I never expected you to solve my problem I just wanted you to care.